My head is killing me. My legs hurt. I feel like shite..
I had about 3 Vortex healing sessions pretty close to each other. Now they are catching up. It is hitting me like a ton of bricks. My body feels thrashed. I am sore. My legs ache, my heart chakra is tender, my head is doing...I don't know what. My jaw is a little more relaxed and I think I am pms-ing. Sonofabitch, everything at once.
Saturday was the worst! I felt like I was having a breakdown. I was crying, curled up into a ball on my bed and sad. Everything felt heavy. I felt out of control. Every man I ever dated who really touched me, was suddenly missed. I could only think of the nice things they did for me, the sweet words they said to me, the letters they wrote. I was filled with fondness and tears. My mind was jumbled. I couldn't stop reeling.
My head is hard to describe. The left side is a wreck. My eye will twitch and feel like it's pulling outta my head. I know that's not possible. Now my "good" eye is beginning to twitch. I can't be in the sun. I don't feel like driving. Sometimes I get pains on the left temporal. I don't know how I'll be able to work a desk job again. How will I be able to sit there and look at a computer all day and not have these head/face pains. We shall see.
Starbucks is looking better and better. One day soon, I will find myself some answers. Until then, I need to go back to bed. How I love my bed!!!
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