Things I've been up to: Twitter, Twilight, eating salad til I wanna puke, walking on the treadmill, playing with makeup, watching too many movies/tv shows on Nabolister and staying up WAY too late.
I've been working two jobs non-stop. I took over my co-worker's shift,while she's on maternity leave. Good for her. Semi-good for me. It means I have to hustle up a new job come March. How soon in March,I'm unsure. I do need the rest. I am falling apart in a new direction.
I'm tired all the time now,but I can't figure out if it's because I am working 21 days in a row or if it's because my thyroid is off balance again. I have no time to get accupuncture or Bowen work. Driving is wrecking me more than ever. I'm twisted and in a new level of pain.
My psoas are spasmed beyond belief. It's the muscle that is stretched out on a pregnant woman. In between my pubic bone and belly button, it feels like a sword is shoved through me and pulled to the right. The pain runs up my ribcage, and down across my low back. It's Frida Kahlo revisted. It's become so bad that I am occassionally stopped in mid-track from the pain. Sometimes I fall over. I just sit and breathe thru it. It feels like my skin is on fire. I can't seem to release the spasm either. I keep trying.
My hands and arms are too tired. I no longer what to make a living doing massage. I just want to do makeup. More classes. More patience. Breathe. Oh and on top of that (cuz it's never enough) I had an allergic reaction to a new Color Boosting Sunscreen I was trying out. BAD!! I ended up with a rash of sorts. Now I'm trying to make it right.
This year I did not make any Resolutions. I have decided to date. Date in the way some people would look for a job. Polished up the resume, changed the font, added specifics. Oh, I take horrid photographs. I just do. I take maybe 5 a year. Well, there are more,but I only release about 5 to the general public. hey,good thing I'm not famous. Although If I were I'd have a team of stylists.
I bit the bullet and joined match.com for 6 months. All I have to do is contact 6 people a month to show that I am trying. I don't even have to write a full e-mail. I can hit the wink function, prompting someone to look at my profile....so then I can be told,"I don't think there's any chemistry between us". Through two sentences you figured this out? This is why you're single,fool. It's because I'm not blonde with fake tits or Asian. Which one is it?
But if I were to say I wanted a White man no shorter than 6'2", with a six figure income, a porn star cock, who cooked, cleaned and ate good cookie...oh, I'd be the biggest cunt ever born.
I can say from working at a dating service, I learned to give everyone a chance because a gem might be right in front of you, but he/she has a different hair color than the one you are attracted to regularly. I will date a person who doesn't have a pic on their profile, who might be afew pounds overweight,who maybe it's too much taller than myself. So why doesn't the rest of the world realize they need to be open to the possibilities,too.
Did I mention I subscribed to eHarmony,too? I dare you eHarmony, double dog dare you, find me the coolest,mutha ever!!! I will give you mad props if you do. I might even write you a review on yelp or paint your logo on my car. Maybe share my Cheese Its.
I'm going back to watching "Leverage". Not so bad so far. I still need to see the newest episode of L Word. Does anyone have a good link? Send it my way,please. Thank you. Muah.
Oh, don't forget - Rupaul has a new show coming out on Logo. Bless the drag queens. Woo Hoo!!
